FEVER 04

24/06/04 - 25/06/04


Din "hear" from the Lord in the "usual" way. Here are some of the pieces of the puzzle I got. Scared me to death. Yet, there are thing you know you couldn't not do. Not even if you had a choice and didn't want to do it. There are some things that are a package deal. One of them is following the Lord.

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Red and yellow and pink and green
Purple and orange and blue
I can sing a rainbow
Sing a rainbow
Sing a rainbow too

I first heard this song on TV, a commercial advertising Australia. From what many people told me, it seems very nice to tour Australia. I was thinking one day, I would like to go there and see the colours of the rainbow, like in the song.

The next place I heard this song. It was sung by a group of children living in poverty, in a video of a mission trip. When I heard it I realised I don't think I can go to Australia to see the rainbow anymore. I need to go to a different place. To see a different kind of rainbow.

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A few years ago when I was studying social work, people asked me what type of people I want to work with, and this is the answer I knew, but never dared to tell anyone 'cause it sounds so odd. And I didn't even know what I mean myself.
''Who do you want to work with?"
"The poor."

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HUMANTARIAN MISSION WORK
"Why go rather than just give money?"
It's not about building houses. It's that personal touch that shows them the love of God in our lives.

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I knew I was "under-training" since 16.
That was what I did it all for.
Was that what He did it all for? Is that why He did all He did in my life all these years? I think so. I think so.

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I want to see God hidding amongst "the poor" again.

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I feel a little ... or a lot ... like I've got my "ten-year plan". Do I dare to tell anyone about it? No I don't.