I realise not everyone has a conscience just because they call themselves Christians. At least, it doesn't seem to be the same type of
conscience.

I'm the fool here. Why am I so stupid? Because I'm vulnerable, that's a fact. To look at the circumstances, I'm a complete fool lah. Only... Somebody said...

Sometimes I think, if I could be 14 again, would I do some things differently. Well, there are things I'm sure I won't want to do differently, but
also things I definitely will. My new motto should be, don't live to regret it. But people usually realise this only too late... just like me.

I shall work hard so as not to kill myself, but whether I succeed will depend. Whether I need to do it in the first place... I shall not think about
that... that will counter my efforts.

How come I think only already got so much "scolding", people look so 乖guai1 do so much nonsense like nothing like that... really feel like
saying "unfair"...

Well, there's only two possible outcomes, neither of which will be improved by my trying to “插一脚” (in hokkien)

Somebody is hoping I'll clear the mess they made, by doing and saying nothing. Well, too bad, I won't. They can jolly well clear it themselves.
I'll be waiting.

I tried to give the benefit of the doubt that it was work. Well, it wasn't. At least not the majority of it.

This is too tiring. Forget it. Imagine doing this for life!