First real entry...
This is the first day I set up this diary, so first real entry, cos I actually backdated and put in all my old journal entries! Ha... not all, there were one or two... but I do kind of like reading all this things I write from time to time, so...
This thing is so irritating, it doesn't auto caps...
Recently, these few days I saw a lot of things, as in got to know, about a number of people. That I never knew before. It was kind of ok, I mean, nothing happened to me, but all these did have some kind of effect on me... It looked so real. All these real people with real issues, not just in books, on TV, or even clients. I mean, there are so many of them I think I get used to the idea that well, all these things must happen to somebody. But it's especially strange when it happens to someone around me, even stranger when I have to kind of deal with it, or feel responsible for discussing it with that person... strange.
Life is strange. But it also makes me feel quite strange about my own life. Like, well, there are things that happen in my life, but somehow, how come all those things that seem to be happening in everyone else's lives are not happening to me at all, and I don't even feel like they should? It seems to be the normal thing, but I don't feel anything except when I really go compare, then feel weird... but then even if I could choose, would I want what other people had? I'm not sure.
Better go sleep soon, it takes longer uploading all those entries than I thought. Ha, I'm typing in full, no short-forms. Old-fashion?
Yep, I had a very nice walk with the Lord this evening, coming back from work. Haven't walked home in a long time, was quite nice, only took about 30 mins. Think I'm a "naturalist" too, can worship God in nature... must walk home more often.
Father Lord, thank You for being good everyday to me.
This thing is so irritating, it doesn't auto caps...
Recently, these few days I saw a lot of things, as in got to know, about a number of people. That I never knew before. It was kind of ok, I mean, nothing happened to me, but all these did have some kind of effect on me... It looked so real. All these real people with real issues, not just in books, on TV, or even clients. I mean, there are so many of them I think I get used to the idea that well, all these things must happen to somebody. But it's especially strange when it happens to someone around me, even stranger when I have to kind of deal with it, or feel responsible for discussing it with that person... strange.
Life is strange. But it also makes me feel quite strange about my own life. Like, well, there are things that happen in my life, but somehow, how come all those things that seem to be happening in everyone else's lives are not happening to me at all, and I don't even feel like they should? It seems to be the normal thing, but I don't feel anything except when I really go compare, then feel weird... but then even if I could choose, would I want what other people had? I'm not sure.
Better go sleep soon, it takes longer uploading all those entries than I thought. Ha, I'm typing in full, no short-forms. Old-fashion?
Yep, I had a very nice walk with the Lord this evening, coming back from work. Haven't walked home in a long time, was quite nice, only took about 30 mins. Think I'm a "naturalist" too, can worship God in nature... must walk home more often.
Father Lord, thank You for being good everyday to me.
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