Thoughts

Was sitting in the train today, missed the interchange because was busy doing something on my palm. Realised I kind of forgot how to just sit there and not do anything. I have this big thing for saving time, espeically while on transport, which seems to me like a huge waste of time. Imagine spending hours everyday doing nothing, just sitting, staring in front, waiting for the train/bus/car/cab/whatever to take you somewhere.

I always have something to do. That's what my handphone and palmtop and laptop are for. If nothing, I must at least be thinking and planning stuff, like what to do/buy/say later when I reach my destination. Unless I'm tired and sleeping, which I reckon is kind of productive at least cause I'm resting.

I looked around at all the people sitting doing nothing. Thought maybe it'll be good if I did that too. Easier said than done.

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It grosses me out that I'm earning more than my mum, and I'm always broke and she never is. And she buys stuff for me more than I buy for her. And she's working, I'm working, but she's the one doing the housework, buying the dinner, etc. I have bouts of inspiration of helping her, but it never outlasts the school holidays. When I look at the piles in my room, I reckon I