If only I had read those things earlier, if only I've learnt earlier, if only... if only! I never thought I'd suddenly have so many "if onlys"...

Sometimes I wish I could go back to younger times when life seemed "simpler", but that's not true, I was just as stressed, I just worried about different things during those things. I find things to worry about at every stage of my life.

I shall give up my 曾经拥有for the sake of my 天长地久.