你的爱就像星辰，偶而很亮，偶而很暗。 我不盼绚丽的灿烂，只求尾光能挡风寒。

Now I know how people kill each other. But that doesn't help, because I seem to be doing it too.

而漂泊的你，狂浪的心停在哪里？

I feel like Susan Baker "It may be broadening to the mind, but it's extremely painful to the feelings..."

Those people, I don't want them to look for me, they keep looking for me. Those people, I want them to look for me, never look for me. Sigh...
sad man.

Learnt behaviour. I just hope not learnt helplessness.