The older I grow, the more I realise how weak I am, how easily I fall and how much I need God.

Father, I'm sorry I did not trust Your love. When you are the one who would protect me, protect my interest, make sure nothing goes wrong. Father, I'm sorry.

I learnt... I can also do all those wrong things. I can also be wilful, and reckless, 放纵 to an extent that I never expected myself to do before. How weak I can be.

The bend in the road. I wonder how many bends there are!

Learnt a new word: frienemies. And about forgiveness.