Twelve Years Later

 Last week, I happened across this blog that had entries starting 1995. The last entry was in 2010. Today I decided to write an entry. 

I want to write down the things that are happening now and each day. I shall not use flowery language or think too much about how to phrase things. I shall not feel it necessary to write every detail. I hope that will make it more possible to write and not get stuck and lost. For years. 

Somehow, listening to the same thing at a different time, it sounds so different.

In rest and in repentence is your salvation; in quietness and in trust is your strength. - Isaiah 30:15

In rest and in repentence is your salvation; in quietness and in trust is your strength. - Isaiah 30:15

I kind of need hope. But Lord, help me. Remind me not to be overboard. You come first. You must come first. Or I will die.You are my anchor. Pls bless me, Lord, but first please keep me.

I discovered I'm only willing to give, or give in to people who are staying.

Pls talk to me, pls talk to me, I cannot take it anymore. Pls do something. Pls do something now. Please. Please help me.