A few news since not G12 meeting for next 2 weeks...
I'm posted to Mee Toh School. It's this really buddhist sch, my dad found it very funny, keep making weird comments, think he's just trying to be rude about Christians as usual. But i felt better when i found out it's a chinese school. (as in 华校) I believe in chinese schools. In chinese encounter alone, i have 2 other seniors serving there who were from my very chinese and confucius-nistic sec school :>
Sorry for so many words below. Dun think I'll have much time to write from tmrw onwards, so treat is as my share of blog space for the next months k? :>
Some general things I learnt recently but not during encounter.
i learnt why fangs is always so jumpy abt BGR issues. Well, either it's natural, or she passed it to me. think i can jump quite high too. learnt just a little bit of how God felt last time when He said to me, when i din do something that i know He wants me to do, and keep worrying He'll scold me, "I'm not angry with you. I love you. I want the best for you." That's what God showed me He felt abt one of my girls. And then I know. I din want to scold her, i just want the best for her, i dun want her to miss out the best: following Christ. My dad always say things like (when he's scolding me) "when you have your own kids you'll know how i feel". I always absolutely refused to believe him. I still refuse to admit that I do. :>
I learnt something about parenting in general (not just spiritual parenting). Children become a kind of extention of your life, it's like your life spreads over a large space. My mom does it very naturally, anything, first thing she'll consider all the members of the family. Fangs does it very naturally too, though once or twice she forgets she's a grandparent (see, so old) and got to think even further and wider... It's kind of tiring but i guess it's a kind of natural phase in life, like "development over the lifespan" like.
Yah, and i noticed just before each transition in my life, i get to go to an encounter! Very accurate one. First was before transiting to G12 to fangs-gals. Then was transition into serving PRC. Then was transition into working life. Now is transition into teaching. haha... God's way of planning very interesting... and so caring! He knows i need preparing...
Any of you got "pattern" too? (Not the rongfang, i know your pattern kind. :>)
I'm posted to Mee Toh School. It's this really buddhist sch, my dad found it very funny, keep making weird comments, think he's just trying to be rude about Christians as usual. But i felt better when i found out it's a chinese school. (as in 华校) I believe in chinese schools. In chinese encounter alone, i have 2 other seniors serving there who were from my very chinese and confucius-nistic sec school :>
Sorry for so many words below. Dun think I'll have much time to write from tmrw onwards, so treat is as my share of blog space for the next months k? :>
Some general things I learnt recently but not during encounter.
i learnt why fangs is always so jumpy abt BGR issues. Well, either it's natural, or she passed it to me. think i can jump quite high too. learnt just a little bit of how God felt last time when He said to me, when i din do something that i know He wants me to do, and keep worrying He'll scold me, "I'm not angry with you. I love you. I want the best for you." That's what God showed me He felt abt one of my girls. And then I know. I din want to scold her, i just want the best for her, i dun want her to miss out the best: following Christ. My dad always say things like (when he's scolding me) "when you have your own kids you'll know how i feel". I always absolutely refused to believe him. I still refuse to admit that I do. :>
I learnt something about parenting in general (not just spiritual parenting). Children become a kind of extention of your life, it's like your life spreads over a large space. My mom does it very naturally, anything, first thing she'll consider all the members of the family. Fangs does it very naturally too, though once or twice she forgets she's a grandparent (see, so old) and got to think even further and wider... It's kind of tiring but i guess it's a kind of natural phase in life, like "development over the lifespan" like.
Yah, and i noticed just before each transition in my life, i get to go to an encounter! Very accurate one. First was before transiting to G12 to fangs-gals. Then was transition into serving PRC. Then was transition into working life. Now is transition into teaching. haha... God's way of planning very interesting... and so caring! He knows i need preparing...
Any of you got "pattern" too? (Not the rongfang, i know your pattern kind. :>)
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