I love to write! And to read it a few months, years later, wish I have more time to do it.

Some things I esp liked:

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own (ability to drive), in all your (steering) acknowledge Him, and He will make (sure you don't hit anything)..."

"That was what Jesus did in Gethesame. He was hurt, and without pause, He went on to consent to die. That's the kind of love that can love after it is hurt. That's the kind of love I have to have if I were to really love them. That's the kind of love He wants to give me. But it must die first. Love that must die first!"

Went to Lanying's place for cell reunion dinner on Wed. Rongfang joined us. Haven't eaten together with all of them for a while, it was really good.

I enjoy eating with them. All the vinegar and garlic sauce stuff, dumplings, peanuts, I actually genuinely like them. Not that I want to eat it all the time.

I'm tired, just write the impt parts:

Last year was one of the worst, since 2001.

God says this year to put Him first. That's the theme for the year, that is, Learn To Put God First.

I asked Him to teach me, He said He did, but I din learn! So I asked Him to make me.

I'm praying hard for a good school and supervisor for practicum (not the old one!) If you see this, pls pray with me.

When you finally meet Jesus, assuming you are actually able to talk, what is the first thing you'd want to say to Him? I thought of two, but both must have one, so I have two. :> Actually I thought of them long ago, just never wrote about it. Sometimes when I'm sad I think about this, it kinda cheers me up.