Judith's Wander

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Being responsible for what you hear, and teaching others to be responsible for what they say.

Oh and about clarifying meanings. "So that means.... correct? Sure, have a good day." Cool. Sounds my style. Must try this out.

I'm learning how not to kill myself. It's interesting!

I am reduced to look for and celebrating little, little signs... but this didn't only happen for this situation lah, it worked in almost every area in
life. Perspective, perspective!

I learnt that: a person who apparently has no "experience" can have a past too.

Girls are nuts...

Monday, August 30, 2010

I'm like other people, but I cannot tell them that. So unfair...

Friday, August 27, 2010

The watched pot never boils. I'm like someone who's waiting to strike lottery like that.

It's not just the big boulders that stop us getting to our dreams. It can also be the small sand and pebbles that irritate and trip us up.

Remember to wash them all away and don't let them get to you, it's only sand and pebbles! Don't let sand and pebbles kill you!

Thursday, August 26, 2010

你的爱就像星辰,偶而很亮,偶而很暗。 我不盼绚丽的灿烂,只求尾光能挡风寒。

Now I know how people kill each other. But that doesn't help, because I seem to be doing it too.

而漂泊的你,狂浪的心停在哪里?

I feel like Susan Baker "It may be broadening to the mind, but it's extremely painful to the feelings..."

Those people, I don't want them to look for me, they keep looking for me. Those people, I want them to look for me, never look for me. Sigh...
sad man.

Learnt behaviour. I just hope not learnt helplessness.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Fools rush in ... where angels fear to tread. Am I a fool? More or less, I guess.

Monday, August 23, 2010

God is doing the story of Abraham with me, again. This time a later part of the story. The Isaac part. I seem to have done my Ishmael.
Already.

The process that led to the glorious Resurrection begun with the words, "Yet not my will, but yours be done."

Me and my big mouth.

I must stop trying to kill myself.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

I shall begin to learn to do what the 14 year old girl is currently doing naturally.

Monday, August 16, 2010

If only I had read those things earlier, if only I've learnt earlier, if only... if only! I never thought I'd suddenly have so many "if onlys"...

Sometimes I wish I could go back to younger times when life seemed "simpler", but that's not true, I was just as stressed, I just worried about different things during those things. I find things to worry about at every stage of my life.

I shall give up my 曾经拥有for the sake of my 天长地久.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

I'm a little ...wowed.

I've learnt some meanings of the word enticements... scary...

Wednesday, August 04, 2010

In life you cannot be melodramatic for very long, which is good, because it would be too tiring.

I am so stupid. And why do I continue to be stupid, knowing it's stupid.

Obviously I have asked not to be spared of many troubles, now what have I to say?

Tuesday, August 03, 2010

Boring and interesting are relative.