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dear Lord,

i noe tt U noe, tt i love U Lord, even thru all e dumb things i do everyday...Father, i’m very...tired. of all these things, all the on and on and on, and never ending....sometimes i just want to come, and sit with U, and all these things dun even matter. they dun even last.

Father Lord, thank U for ...never giving up on me, loving me the way U do, the way only U could. without Ur love i will DIE. for a song , for so many little things and big ones, for the pple i saw and prayed for, for holding me on, when i am going to drop. i noe U provided for me, and i noe there must be so many more times when U did and i din even notice...but i noe U must have been there all the same. cause U said U would be. most of all, thank U Lord, for being my God, my Jehovah Jireh, Nissi, Shammah, Rapha, who is SO good, always. Lord, U are so good. SO good.

Father, teach me to love U. to love U so, and love U more each day. to noe Ur love...Lord show me Ur love. the wondrous, wondrous way it is, i want to see it so.

Father, these days, sometimes i just dun noe wat to do anymore. pple ask me, how do u want to grow...i tell them, tt i have no idea...

tomorrow and tomorrow...and some more things i simply have to do. Lord, U must be my strength. i have no other. Father, teach me to steal time, little bits, just to pray to U, just to think of U, and learn from U, in each horrible busy day. Father, dun let me just sit there and dream anymore...and Father, thank U so much for insisting...for just INSISTING. for absolutely refusing to let me go. for loving me tt much...

In the most precious name of Jesus i pray,
Amen